Old

I'm Scared of ageing. I'm really really scared of ageing.

There was a time when I tried to convince myself that ageing is a good thing. I thought I should embrace the maturity, and the fact that I'm becoming wiser, but it didn't last long.

I think that the scariest thing is the fear of loosing the abilities to things. Remembering, reading without glasses, eating greasy food, drinking and dancing all night etc.

Don't get me wrong, I don't think I'm old, I'm just constantly aware of the things that slowly get harder and harder to do.

But then I wonder... Would I want to stay young forever?